- -MARiO [M.O.]

Mario;

Even though you're not here now, in the flesh I feel like this needs to be said.

We might not have been the closest friends, but we had a relationship.

You would always joke on me with Juicey in Oceanography with Ronnie. =]

You, Jay, & Boogie was wit the Purple flags, sittin in the 3rd lunch in the cafeteria just posted up, joking for days.

You use to call me SMOOCh* cause of my lips. [lol]

We were ready for college, & I was going to come visit you with

Jay & watch you two roll up, & just chill.

I still remember them days where we all use to skip & go to BlackMac.

& when you & Linwood took a bite of my sausage biscuit & I was so mad.

I look back & laugh wishing I could go back to that day & replay it for days.

You were real cool & you always kept it real.

Even though you're gone now; I'm always going to remember you.

Always gonna be SMOOCh* & always going to have love for you.

I pray for everyone that you've blessed while you walked the Earth.

You surely blessed mine with the priceless smiles & laughs.

Rest in Peace Mario..

Miss you soo much...

-SMOOCh*

- -CiRCLES.*

"YOU SEEM CONFUSED UP iN YO HEAD; & yOU CANNOT MAKE UP yOUR MiND.!" -CRiME MOBB.

HEYY. i'm just laying in bed. before I really get into this blog entry..I wanna say something to someone real quick. HAPPY 18TH birthday Chey!

=] that's my baby mama. lol.

But today has been a rollercoaster.. I spent my morning with Malkum today. We went to get something to eat, & then we talked, thumb wrestled, & spent time with eachother. It meant alooot to me. Honestly. He means so much than words can describe. Not enough adjectives can explain it, & that's crazy.

Then I left for work, after chasing one another around the car. [LOL]

At work, from 12 to 10.. crazy. everyone & their mama was looking for an outfit for the 4th of July. UGH. stayed on my feet all day. I'm so tired, my headache finally went away.

Hmm, went to wal-mart to see Jaleesa & her friends.Came home, stuffed all my new clothes into my purse, [LOL] & then walked in. Ignored my mother like the plague. She pissed my off today. UGH. But whatever. I think these tylenols are kicking in so i'm going to have to call this a night.... check in later ..

- -Where I Wanna Be.*

- - SO.! The reason why I'm up here is honestly, my best friend has one & basically I liked what I saw. He told me to subscribe; but I don't know about all that. But whatever, it's like 115A dawg & I'm not sleepy. I'm actually waiting on Malkum to call me back. Anywho, let's get to know JB LEWiNSKY.* [ lol ] no, seriosuly but I am Jhasmyn Camille. [NO, that's not really how you spell my name; but that will be it one day, but it's J a s m i n e ..] Moving on, i'm legal, meaning I am eighteen. I got my own car; my deep blue Malibu. Leather seats, sunroof, power everything. Mastercard & Visa. Two seperate cards boo. Am I bragging? Maybe, [lmao]. Nah, I'm fuckin wit cha.
First year of college for Fall2009. Thomas Nelson biattch. My mom is real over-protective; but she's learning how to let go. She just wouldn't right out of high school. SMH.

I'm real slik, I can pick up attitudes & shit real quick & throw it in your face. I can spit a million blades out my mouth, but I have the biggest heart in the world. I have the tendency to get ahead in shit, I'm mostly hated on. & Lately I been doin shit & I do it harder everyday so I can gain up on you hatin ass bitches. I keep my shit real cause ain't no point in lyin. I HATE LIARS. keep that in mind. I love to smile, cause I've been told my smile is the prettiest! [LOL] I have a shopping problem, I shop on impulse, like I can't walk away. I will throw temper tantrums if I don't get my way, seriously. I'm 18 & I've kicked my mom in her leg cause she wouldn't do something I asked. Or maybe I didn't want to do something she asked. [LOL] I'm real abusive, especially when I'm in an argument. [WITH BOYS THOU] I don't argue with females, I hate ya'lls fake ass wanna be havin a NewYork's accent, bitch ass, dirty ass, hatin ass, weave & tracks wearin ass, fat ass, or skinny mal-nutrient ass, BiTCHES. cause ya'll won't do shit when it comes down to it. Plus me fighting, I get shit out of it, except some mothafuckin cat scratches. Soo, that's what it is. [LOL] most ya'll only go hard cause you around some nigga. WRONG THiNG TO DO, CAUSE i'LL FUCK YOU UP iN FRONT OF YA NiGGA. Take ya nigga & fuck that nigga. =] [LOL]

I feel like I'm a big deal, if you don't have big hands, walk away. I'm nothing easy to hold down. I'm kinda high maintence. I don't mean I got my hand out to you wantin shit all the time, no I mean, I keep myself so occupied with my own shit, I don neccessarily be bothered with yours.

I don't pay attention to boys, nah, I'm not gay either. I just finally understand where boys are at, & I ain't tryna get wifed up right now. Don waste your time, seriouslyy.

But it's like 152A now.. Clearly I was distracted [LOL] Malkum called me back, so I was on the phone. Don't tell nobody but I reallly care about him, =] Then Tank, & now I'm texting my little fingers away. Well until Next Time..

-Lewinsky.